My Kabbalah Diary

One of the months that I really like is Elul. Elul is the last month of the Hebrew calendar. Elul has the Zodiac Virgo, which means virgin, and at the same time is also the month of the Gad tribe. One of the reasons why the month of Elul is my favorite month, is because every time I enter the month of Elul I always make it a month of God's declaration and at the same time a month of preparation for celebrating the Pilgrim holiday.     אֲנִ֤י לְדוֹדִי֙ וְדוֹדִ֣י לִ֔י הָרֹעֶ֖ה בַּשּׁוֹשַׁנִּֽים׃  { ס}    he month of Elul is acronym from       I am my beloved’s And my beloved is mine; He browses among the lilies.” (Shir Hashirim 6:3)   This Nats also talks about a very strong connection between Zeir Anpin and Malchut. Every human being is Malchut, the feminine aspect, and the Divine is Zeir Anpin, the Masculine aspect. And therefore also, it is also not wrong if the month of Elul is one of the months of union, where the Sup...

I remember when I was little, my mom was always busy cleaning our house really hard. And before Friday afternoon, my mother had to finish it soon. Even our dining table has been always served with some snacks, soft drinks, and for my nutritional intake, my mother has been always provided some boiled eggs with a little salt. And usually, we enjoyed all of that until Saturday afternoon, right at sunset. And during that day, we spent time reading more books than the portion on a normal day. And in all of us, only two candles lit. And mama herself prepared the spare candles, so we didn't have to worry if the candles ran out.  Because when I was very small, I really liked that habit. Of course, in my opinion, that was something very enjoyable. And usually we have been done all that only once a week. Really a lot of fun.   And one day, I asked my mother. "Actually, why did Mama do this?", I asked innocently. And gently too, my Mama immediately answered. "Honey, it's Sh...