My Kabbalah Diary

I remember when I was little, my mom was always busy cleaning our house really hard. And before Friday afternoon, my mother had to finish it soon. Even our dining table has been always served with some snacks, soft drinks, and for my nutritional intake, my mother has been always provided some boiled eggs with a little salt. And usually, we enjoyed all of that until Saturday afternoon, right at sunset. And during that day, we spent time reading more books than the portion on a normal day. And in all of us, only two candles lit. And mama herself prepared the spare candles, so we didn't have to worry if the candles ran out.  Because when I was very small, I really liked that habit. Of course, in my opinion, that was something very enjoyable. And usually we have been done all that only once a week. Really a lot of fun.   And one day, I asked my mother. "Actually, why did Mama do this?", I asked innocently. And gently too, my Mama immediately answered. "Honey, it's Sh...

If someone believes and realizes that he is a shining light, then his life will have an impact. Because only in the Light itself, he can realize that there is a power within him that is stronger than the forces around him. In the teachings of Kabbalah, we are not energy but we are sparks of the divine light which will provide energy that affects the lives around us, humans and the entire universe. Then, how can a person know that the Light is starting to work within him? First, he realizes more and more that he does not live for himself, but rather he is an intermediary between the Creator and humans and the Universe. Because when someone revives the light within him with the Creator of Light, then the light of the Divine will come back to life within him. And secondly, when the Light of the Divine returns to shine within him, then slowly he finds new courage and inspiration to create something. Meanwhile, he is also increasingly confident and believes in moving forward and climbin...

Y-H-V-H means "I Am Who I am", ad here it means neither past nor future, coming soon. Rather it means now and today. And we are sparks of Divine Light. In Kabbalah, it always teaches that there in only one day. The theosophy of "I Am Who I Am", means that we don't live in the past, or postpone in the future. However, we do it in the present, right now, and now. And one of the keys to being able to live a now there is, only one, live naturally. Because living in the spiritual world is flowing like flowing water, so today, right now, and now, there is no reason to complain about the real purpose of our life, if we really understand, that this day and this moment is the real life. It is proven that when God created the heavens and earth, it was only day and night on the day of the next creation. So, this is the reason why we must enjoy life in the present, because this moment is the real life. Love and Light, Nuriella

Some people question what a spiritual gateway looks like? I remember when I was very childhood, how much I longed to go to the end of the earth, just to know where the real spiritual gateway was. While if we study Kabbalah further, we will see that even though the Temple Mount is included in Malchut, because anything built by humans will eventually collapse. Because what became the Temple Mount itself spiritually is none other than ourselves. So, where exactly is the spiritual gate located? When we fall asleep, and our souls and our spirits travel to meet the Creator Himself. Through the dreams, sometimes we know what the true mystery of the spiritual world is like. Of course, dreams are not the answer as the spiritual gateway in this question. Instead, the world of imagination, our thoughts and how we imagine is really the spiritual gateway. Humans are born with an open inner eyes and are so close to nature, and before we humans grow older, humans are increasingly influenced the langu...

The first time I heard about these four elements, fire, water, air and earth, that crossed my mind, it was probably thinking about 4 different worlds. But when I learned further, I came to understand that fire, water, air and earth, these four are elements or just unsure, and also that these four  are universal. And in each individual there are 4 elements with different levels and kinds in their within. The first element is fire. Fire speaks of examination, and often speaks of a fiery passion, or a high zest for life. Second, is water. Water is often interpreted as life or restoration. Based on the characteristics of water, water always needs a vessel to be able to stay still. The third is air. Air is interpreted as a sign of life or spirit, or soul, because it is impossible for every creature to live without breathing. And the breath of God that created the Adam can live. And fourth, this element is the easiest element to recognize, because it has character very hard, can be touch...

In creation, from the very beginning the heavens and the earth were created, the male and female aspects were inseparable from one another. Y-H-V-H is the male aspect of the Divine, and the female aspect of the Divine is the Shechinah. However, from these two aspects that exist within Y-H-V-H cannot be separated. Why, then, is Y-H-V-H the Divine always made up as the male aspect of the Divine? Because, from the consciousness of the Kabbalah, the Divine or Zeir Anpin, aspects that will get praise in the end will always be on the Masculine itself, and not on the woman. So, what about the human person himself? Every individual has male and female aspects. However, not everyone has the same aspects, but every individual has a male or female aspect that stands out. However, as creatures, we are all female or Malchut aspects of nature to receive, and because of that, every creation has a tendency to be selfish. And only the Creator has only a male aspect, that is, as a source. And therefore...

What is real spiritual life like? And what is the character like to recognize high or low spiritual level in a person? Of course, to answer questions like this requires an introduction to each other's spiritual life first. I t is true, that spiritual life needs a mirror to reflect our spiritual levels. However, as we walk together with the Light, we will become more aware of what the essence of this life means. And these are some of the characteristics of those who are starting to realize what a true spiritual journey means, The first, when a person experiences a spiritual journey, he is increasingly aware that the real purpose of life is not in this world, but rather how the journey is towards meeting the point of the Divine itself. Second, he himself also realizes that he is an intermediary between fellow human beings and living things before the Creator. Third, he is increasingly focused on eternal life and that which is not temporary, even though that which is temporary is stil...

Right on this day, I returned to reading Zohar Bo after a long time I read us Zohar from Zohar's prologue page. For me, during my spiritual journey, the first parshah of the Zohar that I read were 2 parshahs, Parshah Bo and Parshah Beshalach. And these two Parshahs were the only ones I myself kept repeating over and over again for 2 years.  Even though it was very confusing for me, this is the first step for me to experience my new spiritual journey with Zohar. Of course, 2 years of my spiritual journey was not something that was easy enough, but something that had to be fought for. But even so, gradually Zohar changed my life from my inner self, to my surroundings when I was going through my lowest point and the situation was completely turned upside down for me. And through my spiritual journey with Zohar, I have seen many of my spiritual experiences, and I have learned a lot from them. First, I learned that Kabbalah does not only teach how to build one connection, but vertically...