My Kabbalah Diary

Maybe for some people as a Kabbalah beginner, or for the first time reading the Zohar book, we will often read and come across the term Malchut. And when I myself just understood what Malchut was, how shocked I was, because like the Sabbath, the Temple Mount, the ocean, King David, they all refer to Malchut himself, even m ore than that. The throne of the Kingdom of Heaven itself is Malchut. So what is the meaning of Malchut himself? Malchut means kingdom, and to speak of Malchut is to speak of judgment itself. Maybe for some beginners the word judgment itself is something very terrible. But it is also undeniable in the spiritual world of Kabbalah. But in Kabbalah, judgment or Malchut has a much more meaning than that. In the spiritual world of Kabbalah, judgment is one of the characteristics of the Creator, and has become His secret side or mystery side. And another meaning of Malchut in the Kabbalah world is manifestation. Manifestation is a prayer, a wish that comes true. And in f...

 Alright, for the beginner the 72 names of God is really really so interesting things in Kabbalah. But before we deeper what’s the 72 names of God, we need to know the history from Book Zohar, in Parshah Beshalach, the Parshah of 17th, point from 170 until 206. And this parshah is one of my favourite parshah on Zohar. Each time I read it, I always feel the energy as the ocean waves. And the behind history of the 72 names of God, the begin first from the Mosheh went to Sinai Mount to get the tablet of 10 Commandments. And there, the Moshe faces the Metatron and Sandalphon between the any clouds, at the Sinai Mount. True, it was really really spiritual and mystical experience. And before the Moshe got the tablets of 10 commandments, he found the 72 letter, to save him from the wrath of the angels. And we read much more in Parshah Beshalach. About the 72 names of god, it’s the combination between Gvurah, Chessed, and Tiferet, in every the letter. And as the normally, the Tiferet alway...

Maybe, in this section the last about the meditation. Here, I still share some of my experiences, and I believe, for some people, it's not always the same experience, but please no sorrow. Cause the spiritual journey for everyone is need the process, and time to grow. The first thing that I will always feel, sometimes if I can come into the spiritual world, I see the blue sky. So more come into the high place, more behold the blue sky that is so clean and so clear, without the clouds or mist. And the lower grade, more find the clouds everywhere, and to see the blue sky is harder. The second, I always smell some fragrance or scent, such as flowers, herbs, etc. The third, this one I always experience the most. What I declared, as my both ears can hear the some echoing so clearly. Every time I get this experience like this, I always declare what I desire for people and the universe, last but not least, for myself. Fourth, I always learn to know every atmosphere and vibe that covers me...

In this section, I just want to share one of the most favorite times for me. But long before speaking about that time, I will share one of the beautiful connections of Light in Kabbalah. And even I remember sometimes, the most romantic connection I've ever known this year, Nukva And Zeir Anpin. One of the beautiful connections of Light is between Nukva and Zeir Anpin. In Kabbalah, the moon is Nukva, because the moon is corresponder of Light. The moon can't be light at night, if the sun doesn't send the light. And the sun in Kabbalah is Zeir Anpin. Zeir Anpin is heaven, and the sun is the receiver of Light. Sometimes, the sun in Kabbalah has the meaning of Spiritual as The Creator, and the moon or Nukva is the Congregation Of Yisrael, meaning the entire world. And through this theosophy, in Kabbalah it is said that The creator cannot live without the world, cause He desires to share His love and His bestowing. And world, as the corresponder can never live without the ...

How can I learn if there’s no master or teacher? It’s the one of question that I always hear, and even I ever had the experienced like this too, so if you have this question, I will say you are not alone. And here, through this section I will share what my experience. Finally, I learned the tree of life since I was childhood, long before I can’t hold the pencil with rightly, that time I remember so I can’t write the number and Alphabet, I learned with my mom. Ok, if you ask how can my mom teach me, I’ll explain about it with next section. I promise. So the first, what we need to learn about “The Tree Of Life”. The Tree Of Life in Kabbalah, it’s not speak about how the formula of light, or just basic theosophy of Kabbalah, but it’s about the power of light. So if you learn and know the tree of life, you learn know about the power of Kabbalah. Maybe if you hard understand where the Malchut, Yesod, and so on, but the most important, we know the ten of sfirot. We know what’s that Malch...