My Kabbalah Diary

In human's life, it is impossible for a human being to live alone. However, the same goes for spiritual life, we need a spiritual teacher. And as long as my lifetime, honestly, it's quiet difficult for me to have a spiritual teacher, but I'm still lucky because all my life until now, O have a mother who has always been a role model in spiritual life, and because of her blessings too, my spiritual life can grow and grow up. And from the experience of how my mom became my spiritual teacher, I learned a lot from hear and understood what a a good spiritual teacher really is like. In this section, I will share what a good spiritual teacher looks like. First, what we have to be aware of, is not value of judgment from the outside of the spiritual teacher's life. Because the one thing to remember is tht spiritual life grows is within person. Second, a spiritual teacher always allows his students to give freewill, because in this very unlimited spiritual world, there will be man...

What is real spiritual life like? And what is the character like to recognize high or low spiritual level in a person? Of course, to answer questions like this requires an introduction to each other's spiritual life first. I t is true, that spiritual life needs a mirror to reflect our spiritual levels. However, as we walk together with the Light, we will become more aware of what the essence of this life means. And these are some of the characteristics of those who are starting to realize what a true spiritual journey means, The first, when a person experiences a spiritual journey, he is increasingly aware that the real purpose of life is not in this world, but rather how the journey is towards meeting the point of the Divine itself. Second, he himself also realizes that he is an intermediary between fellow human beings and living things before the Creator. Third, he is increasingly focused on eternal life and that which is not temporary, even though that which is temporary is stil...

Today I will share some of my experiences and see how Zohar changed my mind and its light works in my mind. Here, I firmly believe, that for some people's experiences are very different. But are there some experiences that are the same as mine?   First, every time I read the Zohar, it seems to bring back my past memories. Even when I was  childhood,  those memories stuck in my own mind. So some people told me that I really have a strong memory.   Second, every time I read it, not only do I get a renew sensitivity, but I can also feel where my spiritual life is, and also train my intuitive thinking.   Third, the sensitivity to differentiate is getting stronger in me. So that I myself can also distinguish between Kabbalah students or not, or beginners, or senior levels.   Fourth, I can also know what kind of energy I have, and how I have to control it.   Fifth, Kabbalah teaches me about how I not only find God, but how I see that I ha...

Some of these days, how I remember when I was childhood, my mom taught me about the "Tree Of Life". Even sometimes, "The Tree Of Life" was like the play game for us.  Until one day, he peeked at one of the groups of students who were going to enter the class. And he saw very clearly what was going on each time that class took place. And maybe, the lesson didn't last long, only for a moment. And from then on, he learned that lesson by stalking. Without anyone knowing. Do you know, what is the reason?   For the first reason the man is not old enough to be a requirement to enter that class. And the requirements are: 1. He is a Jew, 2. He must be able to speak Hebrew and Aramaic very fluently. 3. He must be married, and have at least one child. 4. He must be 40 years old. 5. He is a man. 6. He should understand well and memorize the Tanakh.   But very sad, the man had to bury his dream to be able to enter that class, because at that time he was s...

For some person the number 13 is not beautiful meaning, and even, there’s them think that 13 is really really worst something. But, did you know what’s the power of of number 13? In Kabbalah, 13 is contained from 2 numbers, first 1, and second 3. The meaning of number in Kabbalah is first, beginning, God. While the meaning of number 3 is harmony, balancing, oneness, union. And if we see before 3, there’s number 2, and the number 2 is dualities, couple. So if we join 1 and 3, so 13 has the great secret in spiritual, the beggining of oneness, and we will see how the powerful of the oneness and union.  And about the 13 too, the same number has remembers us about the 13 years old. In Kabbalah, 13 years old, the person begins to get the growing of spiritual. At 13 old too, it means that first time he lives in the spiritual growing, and he begins to see the faith and desire to see the truth, the ask where and who is real Creator, what’s the real mission in his life, and etc. So if you fi...

 Alright, for the beginner the 72 names of God is really really so interesting things in Kabbalah. But before we deeper what’s the 72 names of God, we need to know the history from Book Zohar, in Parshah Beshalach, the Parshah of 17th, point from 170 until 206. And this parshah is one of my favourite parshah on Zohar. Each time I read it, I always feel the energy as the ocean waves. And the behind history of the 72 names of God, the begin first from the Mosheh went to Sinai Mount to get the tablet of 10 Commandments. And there, the Moshe faces the Metatron and Sandalphon between the any clouds, at the Sinai Mount. True, it was really really spiritual and mystical experience. And before the Moshe got the tablets of 10 commandments, he found the 72 letter, to save him from the wrath of the angels. And we read much more in Parshah Beshalach. About the 72 names of god, it’s the combination between Gvurah, Chessed, and Tiferet, in every the letter. And as the normally, the Tiferet alway...

Maybe, in this section the last about the meditation. Here, I still share some of my experiences, and I believe, for some people, it's not always the same experience, but please no sorrow. Cause the spiritual journey for everyone is need the process, and time to grow. The first thing that I will always feel, sometimes if I can come into the spiritual world, I see the blue sky. So more come into the high place, more behold the blue sky that is so clean and so clear, without the clouds or mist. And the lower grade, more find the clouds everywhere, and to see the blue sky is harder. The second, I always smell some fragrance or scent, such as flowers, herbs, etc. The third, this one I always experience the most. What I declared, as my both ears can hear the some echoing so clearly. Every time I get this experience like this, I always declare what I desire for people and the universe, last but not least, for myself. Fourth, I always learn to know every atmosphere and vibe that covers me...

The meditation in Kabbalah is not like eastern meditation, but in Kabbalah the meditation is the pathway to get connection with the Creator Of Light, and we can find His light and so we can manifest His light to the entire world. And through the meditation, we can repair the connection with His light. In Kabbalah, the person does meditation to can activate the light. And as before I shared about the best time to meditate, so here at this section I will share the some simple way to meditate. First, the most recommended is at the dawn time, or night before morning. You can read again at the before section. Second, find the place that really so calm and quiet, and so rare to visit with any people. Both the day or night. Cause it will I give impact the energy you feel and you find in the spiritual atmosphere. And if I personally, I always choose the place that so quiet and far from crowd. And I always listen to the calm sea voice, a with the soft wind. The calm sea voice will help me to fi...