My Kabbalah Diary

Y-H-V-H means "I Am Who I am", ad here it means neither past nor future, coming soon. Rather it means now and today. And we are sparks of Divine Light. In Kabbalah, it always teaches that there in only one day. The theosophy of "I Am Who I Am", means that we don't live in the past, or postpone in the future. However, we do it in the present, right now, and now. And one of the keys to being able to live a now there is, only one, live naturally. Because living in the spiritual world is flowing like flowing water, so today, right now, and now, there is no reason to complain about the real purpose of our life, if we really understand, that this day and this moment is the real life. It is proven that when God created the heavens and earth, it was only day and night on the day of the next creation. So, this is the reason why we must enjoy life in the present, because this moment is the real life. Love and Light, Nuriella

What is real spiritual life like? And what is the character like to recognize high or low spiritual level in a person? Of course, to answer questions like this requires an introduction to each other's spiritual life first. I t is true, that spiritual life needs a mirror to reflect our spiritual levels. However, as we walk together with the Light, we will become more aware of what the essence of this life means. And these are some of the characteristics of those who are starting to realize what a true spiritual journey means, The first, when a person experiences a spiritual journey, he is increasingly aware that the real purpose of life is not in this world, but rather how the journey is towards meeting the point of the Divine itself. Second, he himself also realizes that he is an intermediary between fellow human beings and living things before the Creator. Third, he is increasingly focused on eternal life and that which is not temporary, even though that which is temporary is stil...

Today I will share some of my experiences and see how Zohar changed my mind and its light works in my mind. Here, I firmly believe, that for some people's experiences are very different. But are there some experiences that are the same as mine?   First, every time I read the Zohar, it seems to bring back my past memories. Even when I was  childhood,  those memories stuck in my own mind. So some people told me that I really have a strong memory.   Second, every time I read it, not only do I get a renew sensitivity, but I can also feel where my spiritual life is, and also train my intuitive thinking.   Third, the sensitivity to differentiate is getting stronger in me. So that I myself can also distinguish between Kabbalah students or not, or beginners, or senior levels.   Fourth, I can also know what kind of energy I have, and how I have to control it.   Fifth, Kabbalah teaches me about how I not only find God, but how I see that I ha...

The etymology of Kabbalah is Lekabel, that means the “correspond” or “receive”, and the book Zohar means “splendor” or ”glory”. In Kabbalah, we can see that creation of Universe  and earth happened from the idea of someone, and with His light He created the earth and universe, and He created the mankind include. And the mankind is only one the typical, unique and special creation, cause for every creation just be receiver. But, just the human which can receive and giver of light. Did you know, because just the human only which has created as the God’s image. So from here, we can know that if we can be the like, we can receive the light but we can giver of light for every creation. And in Kabbalah, we learn that the way can be light, we need to resto re the light the connection with the Creator of Light, cause He is the only One the source that unstoppable. So more we have good connection with Him, we also can enlighten for this earth and for every creation. So here we...

One of our Patriarch, Avraham is Chesed, and the meaning of Chesed is the mercy. And chasadim is the the plural pronoun from the mercy. And the antonym of Chesed is judgement. Even though mercy and judgement opposite each other, but in Kabbalah the mercy can’t stand alone without the judgement, so as the judgement. And the morning is Chesed. So it’s the right time to activate the Chesed light in our life. The morning, is called the Chesed, cause when the morning come, the God’s love and mercy is renewed always. And through from this, we can learn that when the morning, first, we give the greetings to Creator of light, before we greet our neighbor or our breatren. And second, we don’t just share the greeting, but at this morning too we can do charity. I remember, that the charity is one of to share our light. When we more share the light, I believe, that the energy of our light be more powerful in everyone. Charity in Hebrew is tzedekah. The etimology of tzedekah is Tzedek, Tzadik, that...

We always hear the mantra of “Avacadavra” or “Abrachadabra”. And we always listen to from the magic world. This mantra is so really famous, and remember when I was child, this mantra was like the game, and I was so really really happy to say that. But for now, I understand that the Avrachadvra never we find in Zohar book. But, the Avrachadavra was certained from 3 words, and from the roots of Hebrew word. Avrachadavra was A-v-ra-cha-da-va-ara. The etimology was from Avraham, Bracha, and Ba’ara. As we knew that Avraham was Chesed or mercy. Bracha was blessings, and alludes to Malchut. And Ba’ara, the etimology from Bereshit (Genesis), the mean “In First Time”. And if we look it carefully, they have the same initial, “Beth”. And the  “Beth” in pictogram is home, love. The creation always be begin with Beth letter, cause the Creation has created every creation with love. So, if we see from above, the meaning of “Avrachadavra” or “Abrachadabra” is love and blessings words, it’s not for...

For some person the number 13 is not beautiful meaning, and even, there’s them think that 13 is really really worst something. But, did you know what’s the power of of number 13? In Kabbalah, 13 is contained from 2 numbers, first 1, and second 3. The meaning of number in Kabbalah is first, beginning, God. While the meaning of number 3 is harmony, balancing, oneness, union. And if we see before 3, there’s number 2, and the number 2 is dualities, couple. So if we join 1 and 3, so 13 has the great secret in spiritual, the beggining of oneness, and we will see how the powerful of the oneness and union.  And about the 13 too, the same number has remembers us about the 13 years old. In Kabbalah, 13 years old, the person begins to get the growing of spiritual. At 13 old too, it means that first time he lives in the spiritual growing, and he begins to see the faith and desire to see the truth, the ask where and who is real Creator, what’s the real mission in his life, and etc. So if you fi...