My Kabbalah Diary

  Ein Sof is the only source of light that exists in the entire universe, and Ein Sof is the only light that divides and becomes ten parts, namely each sfirot of the Tree of Life. Ein Sof literally means Eternal, Unlimited, Endless Life. In Kabbalah, Ein Sof spiritually has the meaning of Ein, which is the head, and Sof, which is the end. So that it gives birth to the meaning of "The First and the Last". Ein Sof is the name of the Creator himself, which means "Endless", and at the same time, "He is the First and the Last", in all the processes of His creation. And we are humans who are sparks of the light of Ein Sof, and in the end we who live in His light will get eternal life (Ein Sof). In the process of creation, Ein Sof was incubated by the earth, giving birth to the Kabbalah Tree of Life. And the other name of Ein Sof is Atik Yomin that has means The Ancient Day. Atik Yomin symbolizes as the first time before the creation. Love and Light, Nuriella.

One of my close social media friends, asked me to teach what authentic Kabbalah is. And after all this time, I chatted with h er , I just realized what the difference is between Kabbalah and Christian Charismatic . Indeed, even though it looks quite controversial, this is one thing that is very interesting to talk about. What a coincidence, the church that is currently giving me the opportunity to grow, is actually not Christian Charismatic, but has converted to Christian Charismatic Movement, similar but not the same. Of course, few people understand what Christian Charismatic Movement is. OK, here I will share some similarities that are quite clear between the views of Christian Charismatic and the Kabbalah that I have been studying.                  First , Kabbalah places great emphasis on the relationship between the Creator and mankind. Likewise with Charismatic Christian, which has always been known as the concept of having an intimate relationship with God. If Kabbalah say

  Every Rosh Hashanah celebration or Jewish New Year celebration, the sound of the Shofar is always played. Although the sound is included in the Zeir Anpin aspect, the Shofar is included in the Binah aspect. Because in the sound of the Shofar there is forgiveness and a flowing source of life. The Jewish New Year does include a judgment aspect. However, judgment in Kabbalah is like the election of a Supernal King who was looking for his queen, or like King Ahasuerus choosing Esther to be queen. And it is only the Creator's grace that makes a person pleasing before Him and receiving mercy. Apart from that, during Rosh Hashanah, it was written that the Widow Zarephath had a baby on the Rosh Hashanah holiday. Likewise, on the day of Rosh Hashanah the Divine grants fertility to the barren, and answers prayers that have long gone unanswered. Rosh Hashanah is a testament to the meaning of sweetening judgment with love. Shmini: Verse 59 וּתְרֵי קַלֵי נִינְהוּ, דְּהָא מִגּוֹ קָלָא, נָפִיק

I remember when I was very small, several times my mother gave me some apple slices, and then dipped them with a little honey. It's true, apples are quite sweet fruit, added with honey, so they taste even more sweet. And every Rosh Hashanah celebration, apples and honey are always one of the typical dishes, which also reminds us of a prayer for an increasingly sweet new year. However, in spiritual Kabbalah, the apple symbolizes the fruit of Da'ath, namely the Fruit of Knowledge of Good and Evil. Meanwhile, honey is symbolized as purity, medicine or recovery. So, the meaning of an apple dipped in honey is, sweetening judgment, namely forgiveness and love. Thus, it means that when the Jewish New Year begins, a new chapter of life begins. And love with forgiveness, will sweeten one's judgment. Love and Light, Nuriella.

 Purple is a mixture of two colors, namely, red and blue. And when identified, the color red is included in the left column on the tree of life, and at the same time also includes the Malchut aspect, because the color red is a representation of blood, and also a feminine aspect. However, the color blue is an aspect of Malchut, and also an aspect of the right coloumn, namely the aspect of masculine and authority. However, a mixture of red and blue will also turn purple. And because of that, purple is color of Tiferet, because it is a symbol of harmony between the left column and the right column. So the red color which originally had the meaning of blood, because it is connected to Tiferet, will have the meaning of forgiveness. And the color blue has the meaning of authority, so when combined with the color purple which is Tiferet, it will have a spiritual meaning as the Throne of Justice. The Throne of Truth, and also the Throne of Grace.  Love and Light, Nuriella.

  In this section, we're still talking about 5784, but this time, we're going to take a deeper look into numerology and the 4's own pictogram. Dalet's pictogram is an open door, and this also speaks of the opening of a spiritual door, coupled with the presence of Pey, which means one's own mouth, so what a person says will take him to a different spiritual world or spiritual dimension. I think this year too, namely Pey-Daleth will be a journey that feels quite different from before.   Apart from that, Daleth which means the door of the tabernacle, namely Malchut, this also reminds us of how Abraham (Chesed) stood at the door of the tabernacle (Malchut), and welcomed the arrival of the angels, and this also speaks of a spiritual meaning. And Daleth who talks about how poor people run to rich people, to get help. The message from Daleth is to humble oneself, or spiritually it is called being a poor person (Dal). In the Zohar it was written, we we re taught to ask