My Kabbalah Diary

  Every time we hear bread and wine, some Christians will be left behind with the Holy Communion which is always held in church. However, this banquet, which was served with bread and wine, was not the first time when Jesus celebrated Holy Communion with His twelve disciples. But the first person recorded in the Bible who held such a banquet, was when Abraham entertained a Salem king named Abimelech. And Abraham served him with bread and wine. Of course, to talk about this passage about bread and wine is not only from a Christian perspective, but from a Kabbalah point of view. Bread is included in the aspect of Malchut, and is represented by the moon. White round bread symbolizes an agreement. And wine itself is a symbol of love, harmony and joy. Wine that has blood, because it is red. And red is also blood belonging to the Malchut aspect group. If we remember the Holy Communion, some churches still do it by breaking white round bread, which means changing an old testament. And wine im

Every human being in the world belongs to the Malchut aspect or the Nukva (female's divine) aspect of Zeir Anpin (masculine divine), and the Creator is Zeir Anpin. And Zeir Anpin is nothing but the only source for Malchut. Malchut's way to overcome she selfishness is to be part of the Zeir Anpin aspect. Zeir Anpin consists of Chesed, Gvurah, Tiferet, Netzach Hod and Yesod. And when Malchut can unite herself with Zeir Anpin, it will produce Mayim Nukvin (Female Water), namely fertility. Because if Malchut is without the presence of Zeir Anpin, then Malchut will experience a very bad drought. So and if Zeir Anpin couldn't distribute it to Malchut, then he couldn't contain it anymore either. One way for Malchut to unite with Zeir Anpin was with music, and this process is called union.   Love and Light, Nuriella.  

Moshe is one of the most influential prophets of all time. Besides being the author of the Torah himself, he was also the only prophet who ever spoken with God face to face. And if we read the Bible, it was also written that Moshe was a friend of God, who made a bargain when God was about to leave His people, the Israelites, and only Moshe himself was saved. However, it was because of Moshe' mercy that the Israelites were able to re-enter the Promised Land. And from this story, often in Kabbalah consciousness, the spiritual meaning of Moshe is intermediary. Mediator between God and man. Spiritually, he was called an intermediary, because he was the one who reconciled the Creator and his creation. So, what is the true spiritual meaning of the Israelites? The Israelites are spiritually the whole universe. the twelve tribes of Israel which are often used as the zodiac in every astrology. And the twelfth character of the twelve tribes of Israel which ultimately represents each of us. S

I remember when I was little, my mom was always busy cleaning our house really hard. And before Friday afternoon, my mother had to finish it soon. Even our dining table has been always served with some snacks, soft drinks, and for my nutritional intake, my mother has been always provided some boiled eggs with a little salt. And usually, we enjoyed all of that until Saturday afternoon, right at sunset. And during that day, we spent time reading more books than the portion on a normal day. And in all of us, only two candles lit. And mama herself prepared the spare candles, so we didn't have to worry if the candles ran out.  Because when I was very small, I really liked that habit. Of course, in my opinion, that was something very enjoyable. And usually we have been done all that only once a week. Really a lot of fun.   And one day, I asked my mother. "Actually, why did Mama do this?", I asked innocently. And gently too, my Mama immediately answered. "Honey, it's Sh